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♥ Sunday, September 09, 2007♥

this whole week had been rushing my project for the green building and its making miie stress up lyk siao
haiishh everytime go do project already spent lots of time on waiting then do project also no mood do le cox it's really hard lahx..think cher expect too much on us lerhx bahx
im now feeling lk giving up right at this moment cox its no point of doing it when i dun even enjoy my holiday and a waste of time lo
thought this holiday i could atleast had some time on y own to study or even to play but wad!@#@ giving so much time to this project but still th had been done
i really wan to give up le...cher..i really buay tahan liaox
yesterday went to do pro again lo, and can say is everyday doing it
but alaways waste our time in the morning lo but yesterday manage to get our materials bahx
den yesterday do den everyone also no mood do lerhx..and i spent so much time wasted till i also no mood do le lo cox its been lyk so many weeks i nv touch pool le lahx
so i decided to go in awhile to play wit kel lo
haishh but wad i hav not expected that is my mummy lurhx she came to centre wit lots lots bubble tea and waffle for all of us but she caught me in pool playing lo
haishh think this was my biggest mistake le bahx
felt really really sorry cox i didnt kept my promise for going home straight aftr i completed
den mummy went home crying lo
and i also cried whole nite till my eyes was swollen today lurhx
MUMMY DUI BU QI!!!
den at home my papa also reprimanded miei and now oth my parents lost trust in me lerhx
and everywhr i go they wan ask especially my father
den my mummy now dun really wan to care me and tlak to miie lerhx
haixx..i really dunno wad to do lerhx..everthing seems to have been ruin by me le bahx..i have let my mummy down and she had been covering so many things for me from my papa and now i still ..
i really dunno wad to do lerhx
yesterday i really wish to find a person to talk to..but no one was thr..
gay was slping and jing very late den notice my msg
haix i really wish to look for ben at that moment..but i did not dare to contact him anymore le bahx just hping he got a happy life now =]
so long nv cry lerhx once i cry will think of so many people so i hate it alot
everytime i choose not to cry and be strong wit any matters but this time i really cannot endure anymore lerhx
now only hope i study hard and pass all my subs till make my mummy happy bahx

SORRY MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
post till here bahx..if they no mood do project den batter dun do le bahx cox i also no mood do lerhx...=[
really feel lyk walking nonstop and find a person i can talk to...


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